Feels like garbage

The title is right.
I feel like garbage.
Emotionally I feel like garbage.
Can I just be honest with you for a minute?
I feel like a terrible person.
Feels like someone is pouring fire into my insides and it's just taking forever to burn out and go away.
It was a weird day.
Was supposed to be light and fun and exciting but it wabt anything like that.
It was filled with this weird vibe in the house.
It's me. 
Again.
Things I didn't do.
Things I said.
Will never stop haunting me.
Just garbage.