Style. Why can't I be comfortable with myself to have a Style? I have a "wishful thinking" board on pinterest where it's pretty much stuff I would wear if I looked like the girls wearing the clothes or if I had the money to buy clothes like that. I'm so self conscious. About my weight, my looks, my skin, my hair, my voice. Everything. I'm not secure about anything. I know I know, how pathetic to be a 25 (almost 26) year old and have so many self esteem issues. Truth is, I've sorta felt like I've lost myself and who I am. Idk how to get myself to do something or feel good about myself or to be happy. This doesn't have to do with my husband or son, this has to do with me. I'm not happy...not with me. I want to change so very badly. But mentally and physical I don't know how. I just want to be comfortable with myself again. Help me? Anyone out there?