Stratteling the fence line..

Honestly what do I do
How do I really go with my heart?
How do I give my heart the mic and let it say its peace?
My heart is stupid.
My heart doesn't know what I want or what it wants. So how can I let my heart make such a huge life decision? How can I leave my faith in my heart... My selfish, foolish, stupid, young heart...can I trust you? God I know I can trust you. You are my heart...help me. Please. I know I'm stupid, I'm asking you for your help. I'm asking you to please show me things and reveal things that I'm too blind to see. Please God. You've never failed me before.. kn