i just dont talk anymore.

next time , imma tie you to this bed and set the house on fire .

okay .
so its been a while since ive posted a blog .
truth is , i havent been that angry lately .
i dont have any more hate to feed off of .
im glad too .
all the talk about ...
'letting go' and 'this is the last time'
and my favorite 'this time , im done'
was actually feeding me for the next time i needed to come back and write .
reassuring myself that im stil gonna be mad but i should say im done just to make it sound better .
amazing how much you grow in just a few weeks .
im light .
i mean , no i can talk to you without planning your death in my head .
i can talk to you like normal .
but i dont want things to be how they used to be .
im fine with the way they are now .
you were just a season in my life .
you were there when i needed you .
and i couldnt have asked for anything better .
at the time .

do you hear that ?
i think thats the sound of me moving up .

tired .

im just tired of the same ol thing everyday .
i never keep track of the days or weeks anymore .
as far as i was conserned , they were all the same .
not exactly anything to look forward to .
i wouldnt argue and say im upset bc this is what i asked for all along .
its not so great .

ROBY and FLAV : "Love triangle"